(August 31, 2014)
Today my friend and I lay on the grass and watched the clouds float by. She’s only three, but that’s OK. Cloud watching is a skill to learn young.
There was a happy face and a heart in the clouds. I guess Mickey Mouse was there too, or so she said. I didn’t find him. And there were butterflies in the trees. At least she said that if she squinted she could see them.
I mentioned how the sky goes forever. How when we climb each hill to our horizon a whole new expanse lies ahead. She smiled happy, looked into my eyes with her own sparkling bright and whispered soft: “goes forever.”
I thought then of how lovely a picture would be, of how to capture the light in her eyes. But my phone was safely in the car, and a life can be lost in capturing on camera each moment.
We watched more clouds. We played the tumble game (gently fall off something). We smiled and these moments were moments to treasure.
I think sometimes it’s better this way. To set the electronics aside, to step back and forget that you are a perfectionist, and totally find it hard to relax–and to just treasure life.
Because what if today were my last day to live: Would I want to spend it immersed in an online world or hidden behind a camera lens? Or would I rather spend those moments fully present, wherever I am?
As I contemplate the past few days I realize how nice it actually was to have limited (or no) cell connectivity for 9 days of camping and just to be able to treasure each moment and live life fully there, to take the time to gaze deep into a pool of blue water that seemed to go forever and think of how His love is like that….
Much is lost when an electronic connection is where I spend my life, and much is lost when my goal is to capture on camera every moment of life. Sometimes it’s better to be captured by the glory than to capture the glory itself.
(There’s a reason His love is greater and deeper than my understanding can ever fathom.)
As the future stretches before me I am certain of one thing: I want to live fully here and to treasure each moment as the gift it really is.
So, join me? Step back sometime, leave your electronics untouched, and watch the clouds (metaphorically speaking) for a while. The grass may be wet, the to-do list undone, but choose to treasure the simple and you’ll see a hundred little things you would never have noticed. Minuscule flowers, buzzing bees, or just maybe His love shining in a smile.